I'm done with work for today, and school was good as well. The prof covered exactly what was on the exam which is a "take home" tonight for German. I'll get a good grade no doubt. Once I got to work my lil brain was zip zip zip too much so my friend Ativan went down the hatch and I was more level. Kinda out of it for a bit until I ate dinner sammich. All in all it went well, I worked quickly and was productive. I'm fairly certain I'll need some more Ativan to sleep, and that is okay.
The health insurance won't be active for 2 weeks.... Wow. Please wish me luck and things. I'm fairly confident it will all go fine. I'm good at reading myself and being proactive with what I need to do/not do to manage things and keep my level of functioning well.
Which is not to say that I am perfectly mentally stable, but that I am going to make the best of what I have. I wish for everyone to be able to do this, take a deep breath, accept the current reality of how things are, and step by step create a plan of action of how to deal with each obstacle. Change what you can and work with/around what you can't.Do what you need to do to find some peace and comfort in your daily routine. And...... Stay positive!