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This has been a day of poop. And I'm not exactly a model of stability today which makes it even worse. The "spazzed" depressed and angry mania hasn't been this bad in a while. That "feeling" is back in my chest. I don't know how to describe it. But it sucks. I'm going off like a crazy person at work when I'm pissed and talking fast and loud and laughing loud and being overly goofy and I get stressed and then can't handle shit and freak a little over stupid shit and it's just bad. I hate feeling this way and like I'm trying to keep a whirlwind contained inside of my head while presenting a calm exterior to the rest of the world. The windproofing isn't that great inside of my head and that bitch of a whirlwind leaks out...
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This has been a day of poop. And I'm not exactly a model of stability today which makes it even worse. The "spazzed" depressed and angry mania hasn't been this bad in a while. That "feeling" is back in my chest. I don't know how to describe it. But it sucks. I'm going off like a crazy person at work when I'm pissed and talking fast and loud and laughing loud and being overly goofy and I get stressed and then can't handle shit and freak a little over stupid shit and it's just bad. I hate feeling this way and like I'm trying to keep a whirlwind contained inside of my head while presenting a calm exterior to the rest of the world. The windproofing isn't that great inside of my head and that bitch of a whirlwind leaks out...