Lately, I've been feeling off. I'm nervous, depressed, and confused. I'm been on my Lithium twice a day, my Antipressant, and blood pressure. I just found out that I have bone Degenerative Diseases in my lower back that is constantly in pain. My 58th birthday is at the end of this month so maybe I'm feeling old. Yes, I starting to feel old. I got my hair colored and styled, and I'm happy. Now if I could loose 10 pounds. That would be wonderful!
It's hard to get your hard life on a smooth road when you spend most of the time taking care of your folks who have Alzheimer's. I have to think for them, do for them, and be on all points guard for any accidents.
What's really bothering me is last August 2009 I had a car accident. I hit someone and I don't even know how it happens. I turned my head and then suddenly there was a red light and a car in front of me. BAM! I was in shocked. Of course, it had to be kids and they were all over this because - it was a new car. I felt really bad. I was like what is going to happen now. I had just gone through a bankruptcy. The wreck damaged my car and is still sitting in the driveway.
The insurance company of the individual’s car contacted me and wants over $4,000 for the car. I felt that was a little steep. At the moment I couldn't do anything since I was in the middle of the bankruptcy and their company was included. I just could pay it. I collect Disability once a month and not enough to pay that amount. I haven't heard anything about since that time until now.
I got a letter from the Dallas Department of Public Safety stating my license when be suspended if I don’t come up with around $3500. Or, prove that I had insurance at the time of the accident. That's the problem. I thought I did. I mine has been so messes with the bipolar and having to deal with my parents that my state of mine has not been the same. I thought I had insurance. When the wrecks happen I immediately called the insurance agent to report the accident. "Vickie, I'm sorry but your insurance has been cancelled for about a month now." "I said I didn't know it why didn't someone tell me? She said they sent me a letter, but I don't remember one, plus I was in the middle of moving and it's possible the letter got delay and never returned to me. It was an awful mess!
Over the last week I have been suffering from anxiety over this. I had sent the department of safety a letter about this situation and help with what to do. It's all too confusing to me. One minute I hear you have to prove you had insurance, pay the enormous amount, pay reinstatement fees, etc. Doesn't make since. I don't know if my license is suspended. Today I'll have to call. I'm fearful of going afraid they might handcuff me and thought of that is making my stomach sick. I've never liked this kind of stuff. I've been so nervous and upset and scared over this. I've been taking my Lorespam to make me forget. I've even being drinking wine. I quite drinking and smoking last April 09. So I have a fear I'm reverting my to my problems.
I don't want to go backwards. I was going forward. New hairstyle, trying to loose weight, planning a trip and planning to go see my family I’m taking a greyhound bus wherever I go since it's cheaper.
It's hard to get your hard life on a smooth road when you spend most of the time taking care of your folks who have Alzheimer's. I have to think for them, do for them, and be on all points guard for any accidents.
What's really bothering me is last August 2009 I had a car accident. I hit someone and I don't even know how it happens. I turned my head and then suddenly there was a red light and a car in front of me. BAM! I was in shocked. Of course, it had to be kids and they were all over this because - it was a new car. I felt really bad. I was like what is going to happen now. I had just gone through a bankruptcy. The wreck damaged my car and is still sitting in the driveway.
The insurance company of the individual’s car contacted me and wants over $4,000 for the car. I felt that was a little steep. At the moment I couldn't do anything since I was in the middle of the bankruptcy and their company was included. I just could pay it. I collect Disability once a month and not enough to pay that amount. I haven't heard anything about since that time until now.
I got a letter from the Dallas Department of Public Safety stating my license when be suspended if I don’t come up with around $3500. Or, prove that I had insurance at the time of the accident. That's the problem. I thought I did. I mine has been so messes with the bipolar and having to deal with my parents that my state of mine has not been the same. I thought I had insurance. When the wrecks happen I immediately called the insurance agent to report the accident. "Vickie, I'm sorry but your insurance has been cancelled for about a month now." "I said I didn't know it why didn't someone tell me? She said they sent me a letter, but I don't remember one, plus I was in the middle of moving and it's possible the letter got delay and never returned to me. It was an awful mess!
Over the last week I have been suffering from anxiety over this. I had sent the department of safety a letter about this situation and help with what to do. It's all too confusing to me. One minute I hear you have to prove you had insurance, pay the enormous amount, pay reinstatement fees, etc. Doesn't make since. I don't know if my license is suspended. Today I'll have to call. I'm fearful of going afraid they might handcuff me and thought of that is making my stomach sick. I've never liked this kind of stuff. I've been so nervous and upset and scared over this. I've been taking my Lorespam to make me forget. I've even being drinking wine. I quite drinking and smoking last April 09. So I have a fear I'm reverting my to my problems.
I don't want to go backwards. I was going forward. New hairstyle, trying to loose weight, planning a trip and planning to go see my family I’m taking a greyhound bus wherever I go since it's cheaper.