I don’t want my life to be ruled like this anymore. I feel like crap, so tired. I’ve had a nap and still feel like shit. I don’t want to be the quiet, withdrawn, sad, grumpy cow I’ve been recently.
I have a solution. Now I know many of you are going to cry, nag, get worried etc but…hold the phone…I don’t care.
I am going to go out and get drunk (again). I know it’s bad and I know it’s not helpful yada yada but it makes me feel normal socialising, even if only for a few hours. I know I will feel even more shit tomorrow but I have a feeling my meds might get adjusted anyway and if they do that might take drinking off the table for a while so I’m making the most of it. Stuff the fact I have a 9am lecture tomorrow, stuff the fact I haven’t done any work today. Actually Fuck the world, I’ve had enough of this shit. I’m going to get blazing.
I don’t want my life to be ruled like this anymore. I feel like crap, so tired. I’ve had a nap and still feel like shit. I don’t want to be the quiet, withdrawn, sad, grumpy cow I’ve been recently.
I have a solution. Now I know many of you are going to cry, nag, get worried etc but…hold the phone…I don’t care.
I am going to go out and get drunk (again). I know it’s bad and I know it’s not helpful yada yada but it makes me feel normal socialising, even if only for a few hours. I know I will feel even more shit tomorrow but I have a feeling my meds might get adjusted anyway and if they do that might take drinking off the table for a while so I’m making the most of it. Stuff the fact I have a 9am lecture tomorrow, stuff the fact I haven’t done any work today. Actually Fuck the world, I’ve had enough of this shit. I’m going to get blazing.