I can't decide if I'm manic or depressed. There are bursts of energy and optimism, and then it's like the balloon pops and I need to lay down.
I don't feel like doing anything. I don't feel like going anywhere. I think the most awful part of bipolar disorder is that zombie feeling. Usually I want to numb myself enough so that I go to sleep, and hope that my mood is better tomorrow. It's 5pm. Too early to go to sleep.
I've taken my meds like a good girl, thinking positively and all that other crap they tell you but doesn't always work.
I can't decide if I'm manic or depressed. There are bursts of energy and optimism, and then it's like the balloon pops and I need to lay down.
I don't feel like doing anything. I don't feel like going anywhere. I think the most awful part of bipolar disorder is that zombie feeling. Usually I want to numb myself enough so that I go to sleep, and hope that my mood is better tomorrow. It's 5pm. Too early to go to sleep.
I've taken my meds like a good girl, thinking positively and all that other crap they tell you but doesn't always work.
Tomorrow. It'll be different tomorrow.