Being physically ill

as well as mentally ill at the same time can prove to be a real battle.  I am going to have surgery soon due to numerous fibroid tumors and they are painful.  They have caused me a great deal of pain and now my husband has told me that he has lost one of my perscriptions [xanax] and they will not replace it.  I am such a high dosage of it, I do not know how I am going to deal with being off of it and it was extended release.   Thankfully, I never take the perscribed amount so I have some left over, but not enough to last the whole month.   The more pain that I am in and the closer it gets to time for my surgery the more my anxiety will increase [it is always high, even with the meds.]