I'm sorry I haven't been here for a few weeks but I've had a trying time over the last couple of weeks helping my daughter get over some surgery she had to have but I felt quite proud of myself on Tuesday when I left to come home. At the end of the day I'm a middle aged lady and left my daughter early evening to get on a bus on my own to the tube to get the tube on my own to St. Pancras International to get on the train on my own home !!! Did I do well or what? The most important thing of course was that my daughter got better soon and nothing would have kept me away from helping her when she needed me most.
When I got home I had an appointment with the nurse at my doctors for a swine flu vaccination which my Doctor felt I needed, so, off I popped for the jab in the arm which of course was nothing but I was in no way prepared for the side effects of the injection after having had numerous other flu vaccinations without any problems.
The first thing that started to bother me was my arm which went as stiff as a board so bad that I couldn't even lift it up and then I was woken in the night with what felt like every muscle in my body aching and in pain. I'd had my usual concoction of drugs before I went to bed and so when the pain woke me up all I could take was Paracetamol which didn't touch it. I made every effort to get up and get ready to take my dog for her morning walk but I found the wind outside too painful so came back and went straight back to bed.
The pain go no easier but got so bad that my husband started to get a bit worried and told me to try and find out if it was normal to suffer so badly from the injection.
I decided the best thing to do was to go on the Internet to find out what the side effects of the vaccination were and everything I was suffering from were listed so our feeling of anxiety soon left us and I realized it would soon be over.
After another restless night I felt tons better this morning although far from 100% yet but after suffering what I can only presume was a taste of the real flu, I am just so pleased I had the vaccination done.
I've got my epidural a week on Tuesday and just feel grateful for another few days to get over this before having another needle stuck in me !!
Well I hope your all well and nearly ready for the Christmas fun. I'll be back before then though, take care all.