There is a fly buzzing around my head.And no, we don't live in squalor. Although as I look around, the office could use a good pick me up. :) I would like to be a fly on the wall to see how my kids are doing in school.They started school recently.Well, three of the four started.Mason stayed home because he was too drugged up to even open his eyes.I have debated for a year now whether or not to try an anti-anxiety medication with him.We have tried two during the summer and they just make him way too tired and sleepy.Even at the lowest dose!And this kid is 5 foot 4 and weighs 130 pounds. Finally around 10am the Prozac started wearing off (we gave it the night before) but he is getting so stuck in routine especially when it is coupled with anxiety that I couldn't get him to go to school late, even if I walked him into the class.He is now acting like he did in preschool.If I didn't play "chase" outside around our car every morning before the bus showed up, our morning would be spent dealing with a major meltdown which also involved the bus driver.So, in the famous words of Carol Anne from Poltergeist, "They're Back!"
This morning, in order to be very early to school so that he has enough time to play before school starts, Mason picked out his older brother Hunter's uniform, poured him a bowl of cereal with milk, got Hunter's backpack ready, and kept prompting Hunter to hurry.Then took Ryder out to the car and buckled him up.This kid means business.
Hunter and Mason are so very opposite from each other -- I sometimes wonder if they really came from my womb.They are meant to be brothers, they really balance each other out.