July 1, 2007: My time away has been good for Jax. He’s had time to have quiet and to think about pursuing his dreams. He likes his work but doesn’t love it. He wants to become a helicopter pilot. I’m all for it – that would be incredible. I want to be very supportive in this realm because I know how much it means to him. Plus I think it’s a super cool job. I’m not worried about the dangers. I like life a little on the edge. He needs time to put things in order before he wants to begin flight school. I’ll be his cheerleader. Wouldn’t that be incredible to have my own personal flight one day? Wow! Now that’s cool!