October 19,2007: So…the prednisone. I’m officially completely convinced it makes my grumpy and more moody. Jax & I’ve been doing terribly since I’ve been on it. It makes me feel so huge and ugly. Jax’s more careful with his words to me and refuses to answer questions about weight or clothes. I can’t believe I ever asked him even…I had always sworn that I wouldn’t be that type of woman. But I guess you just feel so bad about yourself that you can’t help it.