Christmas Spirit?
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
This Sunday evening, our church, Harvester Christian in St. Charles, MO, was hosting a concert all about worship this Holiday Season. As the messages have focused on Christ ...
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PURE
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
PURE
New International Version (NIV)
7 And the peace of God, A</a>)"> which transcends all understanding, B</a>)"> will guard your hearts an ...
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Admirable
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
My boyz have been very interested in flash drives lately. Grant is in a fully equipped electronic media classroom and is taught almost entirely in electronic fashion, so the ...
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going through the motions
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
After this morning's post , I am upset with myself for letting myself get that upset yesterday. Usually, that is my reaction pretty much anytime I find out something else Bi ...
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TOTAL FAIL
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
So, I had some contact with Bill again recently. And I will
just tell all of my mentors and my touchstones on this, that YES, I TOTALLY
FAILED. That we bicker back and ...
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no place like home
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
This weekend was a bit of a breakthrough for my family.
The boyz had some playdates on Friday evening with a couple kids from school. Despite Grant informing me several ...
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Noble
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
Philippians 4:7-9New International Version (NIV)7 And the peace of God, A</a>)"> which transcends all understanding, B</a>)"> will guard your hearts and your minds in C ...
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I haven't had peace
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
Lately, I have been having a hard time finding peace. I cannot tell you how suffering injustice at the hands of another human being who is also out to financially gain from ...
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how Grant is coping
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
Grant is struggling. It is interesting and sad to me. Bill
has had nearly the same effect on Grant as on me. One minute Grant reels in the
unfairness of it all. The next he ...
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new beginnings.....
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
Today - they are 5th and 4th graders
He is Gavin, 5th grader...
He is Grant, 4th grader.
They are two new students to their school.
For the fi ...
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Insanity
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
Some days I feel like I must be losing my mind.
Thing is, I still love Bill. Crazy as I know he is and as emotionally and spiritually abusive as he was and ...
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Let's face it
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
I used to judge.
I admit it.
Let's face it though, I 'm sure I will do it again. I am only human. But I hope I catch myself sooner.
...
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Loving me
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
Dear Brian,
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
Today, I was at our old house. The house that is now rented out to a wonderfully gracious family from Japan that has ...
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Is there anyone out there?
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
Dear Brian,
I'm considering starting the blog back up again. Life is as crazy for us now as it was 3 years ago. Probably even more difficult due to equally trying, yet ...
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college
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
Today, Gavin excitedly entered the kitchen as I was preparing breakfast on this President's holiday ready to tell me something. He announced, "Mom, I am not going to go to c ...
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a rough night
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
November 3, 2010
Dear Brian,
I pray that heaven is as I describe it to the boyz. I do not understand it, but I have heard it described as a place void of and incapabl ...
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it's in the air
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
Dear Brian,
Today you would have been 38. You didn't see 37 on this earth. Are there birthdays in heaven? Since you are no longer in your body, I have assumed there are ...
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mowing the lawn
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
I was mowing the lawn the other day. In doing so, I stopped the mower no less than a dozen times to pluck out of the yard, 3 practice golf balls, a tennis racket, Nerf darts ...
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getting mad at the dead
by
Angie O.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Cancer
So, I've been getting mad at Brian the last couple days. I freely admit this because I realize it is normal and doesn't make me an evil person with terrible thoughts. It doe ...
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