11 Months
by
Always Carol
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
Tomorrow I will pick up a chip. What I have been thinking about lately is that I'm becoming a member of some families. There is a gathering on Memorial Day Sunday that I wo ...
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Change is Strange
by
Always Carol
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
Some of the things that I pray for are to have my anxiety and fear abate and that I not be ruled by my ego. The weird thing is that as those forces rise up and swirl, I fee ...
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An Almost Alchoholic
by
Always Carol
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
I went looking for a Recovery Bible and came up with a book from which I took the title of my blog. If you google it, you will come up with some conversation about it. I fo ...
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My Chit-Chats
by
Always Carol
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
Talked with a friend this morning who I met in program about four months ago. She's not doing many meetings and she is sky high with spirituality and optimism. The Shalom ...
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Picking New Flowers
by
Always Carol
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
Here it is almost a month since my last post. This recovery business can keep a person busy. Next week I will celebrate 10 months of sobriety. I have tried some new meeti ...
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Practice, practice
by
Always Carol
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
Steve's comment mentioned the word persistence which reminded me of a book I just finished reading with a group. It's called Compassion, by Henri Nouwen & two other theolog ...
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Prayer Works
by
Always Carol
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
Brush teeth. Pray. Enter Day. End Day. Brush teeth. Pray.
Wash, rinse and repeat.
My prayer life has been vivid lthis past month. Absolutely the way to go. Try it ...
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Acceptance
by
Always Carol
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
Is there anything better?
Come morning, I ask God to let me accept the day as it happens, let me be ready to welcome what comes my way. Instead of resisting, kicking or f ...
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Hello, Hello
by
Always Carol
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
I'll chance posting even though I'm tired and thoughtless, I'm not believing my thoughts, that is to say. Work snafu busyness got in the way of arriving early enough for a m ...
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11th Step
by
Always Carol
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
Things are working out well. I did not feel spiritually fed by my ministry class and withdrew from it a few weeks back. That really opened me up to do other things which are ...
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Yes, No, Maybe
by
Always Carol
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
What a day. I was nirvana-ing along and ba-boom. Hit the wall. Made me cry, even hours later.
Ego drama? The voice of reason? Emotional riptide put into motion by pirhana ...
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Whining or Shining
by
Always Carol
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
It's funny to me that I'm getting some conciliatory comments when I think I am talking about feeling good. Reminds me of an Alanon saying that goes, it's not what you say, i ...
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You See What Happened
by
Always Carol
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
In my last post, I stated that I needed to slow down and listen. I've been doing that. Honest.
It doesn't lend itself to blogging, but I've been lurking here and there. ...
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Annual Discomfort
by
Always Carol
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
Somewhere on this planet,Christmas has come and gone. And I have gone with it. I am honestly a nice person and also a church going person and I want nothing more than a norm ...
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