Well, I'm a bit better today, even though many things did not please the big imperial me. It's back to practicing non-resistance, back to acceptance. I invited brain disease into my life and look what it's acting like . . . brain disease. What a surprise for the big 'I am' who thinks that she can absorb any troubles without effect.

It's that I can think so much of myself and so little of myself at the same time that amazes me.