I am grateful todaythat I will get to a meeting that I get to see my friend develop his show tonight for a change in surroundings for being able to go through something versus sticking in it for my friend Michael who celebrates his natal Bday.
I've had a lot floating anxiety and thoughts lately. Definitely due to my lack of meetings in the past week which is weird for me. I can't say that there's ever been a time that I've gone this long without but I'm returning tonight which will help. I've been in a self imposed funk the last few days - lack of motivation, drive, just plain exhausted. I've also been working A LOT which is good but I have to remember that life is about balance.
I'm always amazed at how quickly the unmanageability can rise back up. I'm learning to slowly wade through it, take right action and put one foot in front of the other. My previous reaction would be to freeze, overwhelmed and daunted by all the little things that add up to all the big things that become just too much to handle. Life is a game of inches and every day I am sober is an inch closer. ....really can't wait for my meeting tonight :)