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On-line Weekend Al-Anon Meeting on; Denial & Recovery

Posted Oct 21 2008 12:55am

On-line Weekend Al-Anon Meeting on; Denial & Recovery

If you have found this website you are invited to join us in a weekend long, Al-Anon Meeting.

The on-line meeting starts Friday evening 5/2/08 and runs to Sunday 5/5/08 evening.

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Here are some guidelines ---> Click for Guidelines. Bottom line; say what you want, when you want, as many times as you want, to whomever you want, about whatever you want. Cross-talk is allowed ("cross-talk" is talking to each other, not being "cross" to the other).

This is where we start:
Denial. I am not sure I ever liked the word. The word "denial," at least to me, has a sense of meaning that is apportioning blame or being "less than" someone else. Because not being in denial seems to mean enlightened - over someone else.

But denial, if I can listen to the word from a recovery perspective, (recovery means get back to being well), can be our first step toward becoming ourselves again.

This is from the book, "From Survival To Recovery."
"Recovery can begin when we recognize that someone else's drinking has affected us. How can we tell? We have found that the answers to the following questions helped us decide if we grew up with or live with alcoholism, and they may help you.

1. Do you constantly seek approval and affirmation?

2. Do you fail to recognize your accomplishments?

3. Do you fear criticism?

4. Do you overextend yourself?

5. Have you had problems with our own compulsive behavior?

6. Do you have a need for perfection?

7. Are you uneasy when your life is going smoothly, continually anticipating problems?

8. Do you feel more alive in a crisis?

9. Do you still feel responsible for others, as you did for the problem drinker in your life?

10. Do you care for others easily, yet find it difficult to care for yourself?

11. Do you isolate yourself from other people?

12. Do you respond with fear to authority figures and angry people?

13. Do you feel that individuals and society in general are taking advantage of you?

14. Do you have trouble with intimate relationships?

15. Do you confuse pity with love, as you did with the problem drinker?

16. Do you attract and/or seek people who tend to be compulsive and/or abusive?

17. Do you cling to relationships because you are afraid of being alone?

18. Do you often mistrust your own feelings and the feelings expressed by others?

19. Do you find it difficult to identify and express your emotions?

20. Do you think parental drinking may have affected you?

If you answered "yes" to some or all of the above questions, Al-Anon may also help you. We have found that the disease of alcoholism disrupted our youth and continues to affect our adult lives in both subtle and blatant ways. Because of the disease, our parents were unable to give us what we needed as children in order to fully mature.

Our lack of emotional grounding sometimes takes the disguise of excessive responsibility. We can appear extremely mature and serious, while in reality we lack confidence and feel driven.

The fear that accompanies the disease of alcoholism creates difficulty in talking about our problems, trusting ourselves and others, and feeling our authentic emotions.

Not talking, not trusting, or not feeling, helped us survive as children [and as adults in alcoholism - my words in brackets], but those things keep us stuck as adults in patterns that do not work."

Joe speaking:
We need to unlearn these patterns of behavior that are automatic responses for us who have lived or are living with alcoholism. This is part of our disease. Dis-ease, the feeling of our dis-comfort. The sense of not being what we can be. Therefore we need to gain ourselves back. We need to REcover. We need to fight to regain ourselves and our authenticity.

When I say, "fight," I am not talking about violence, but I am talking about getting our will back. The will to become whole again is what we need to fight for. To become for ourselves does not mean to be against anyone else. It just means to become what we should have been, what we can be, what we owe to ourselves, what we owe to our family, what we owe to our Higher Power.

Becoming what we can be, should have been, becoming whole again, means breaking the patterns we have used to survive alcoholism. It means recognizing that these patterns actually do not serve us positively any longer. And this is especially true to recognize in our stages of early recovery.

Let's discuss, how some of these questions may help you place the spotlight of awareness on patterns of behavior and thinking no longer serving you. And how we can overcome the darkness of denial that relates to our getting whole and recovering to be what we were meant to be!

This is where we comment and discuss our topic for today.

PS - An idea I have is to print these questions out and work through them in the privacy of your home. Try to write out how these questions may be affecting your personal, professional and family life. Write these out in your journal and go back and review your answers over time. Think about how you can help your children with these questions as they grow up, if you are living in a family of alcoholism.

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