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I Need A Power

Posted Jun 06 2014 10:35pm
The 2nd Step of ACOA says, “Came to believe that a power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity. “



I Need A Power


Please... please... I beg youplease take this pain awaya grown man scared like a little boythe pain can't be seen... yet it is real

So much guilt for things beyond my controlso much shame from long ago messagesthe guilt kept me defeatedthe shame became my life

Insanity became the sanitythe unhealthy became a way of lifeand the alcohol that I hated?Became my best friend

I hated that god of childhoodnever protected the childand seemed to enjoy the yelling and screamingit seemed to enjoy the pain that was everywhere

That god was buried when adulthood cameno longer would it be prayed to or worshipedit was an evil god who hated children and hated peace

Yet survival on my own was impossibleI needed a power to restore the sanitya sanity... I never knewa sanity... I began to pray for

I know a power is waiting for meto become friends... to become oneI cherish the day that we will meetand dream of the day of peace and serenity





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