Sometimes, not often, I do abuse Adderall. I’m not proud of this, but I feel I should probably admit it to anyone who bothers to read my blogs. Maybe I’ve been holding certain things back, which isn’t cool because those of us who have AD/HD need to realize what a rare breed we are. My sense is that the vast majority of people who read “Love A.D.D.erall” are themselves sufferers of attention deficit disorder.
We need to be honest and open with one another
(I’ve had this Orwellian paranoia that “Big Brother” is monitoring my Internet activity, waiting for me to admit to the smallest form of wrongdoing, anything that may justify sending robotic bureaucrats to haul me off to jail. But on the whole I’m a good person and a good citizen who loves my country. Sure, I may be disapprove of our president, his dishonesty, and his misguided ignorance. But I am no longer the minority in feeling this way, and I realize the prisons don’t have room for all 71% of Americans who share my distaste for Bush’s policies. Now, back to the point.)
Some days I can tell from the moment I wake up that 60mg just isn’t going to cut it. More often, my taking more than the recommended amount is not a premeditated event. It’s more like… it’s midnight and I’m being productive yet starting to get tired.
Sometimes, not often, I do abuse Adderall. I’m not proud of this, but I feel I should probably admit it to anyone who bothers to read my blogs. Maybe I’ve been holding certain things back, which isn’t cool because those of us who have AD/HD need to realize what a rare breed we are. My sense is that the vast majority of people who read “Love A.D.D.erall” are themselves sufferers of attention deficit disorder.
We need to be honest and open with one another
(I’ve had this Orwellian paranoia that “Big Brother” is monitoring my Internet activity, waiting for me to admit to the smallest form of wrongdoing, anything that may justify sending robotic bureaucrats to haul me off to jail. But on the whole I’m a good person and a good citizen who loves my country. Sure, I may be disapprove of our president, his dishonesty, and his misguided ignorance. But I am no longer the minority in feeling this way, and I realize the prisons don’t have room for all 71% of Americans who share my distaste for Bush’s policies. Now, back to the point.)
Some days I can tell from the moment I wake up that 60mg just isn’t going to cut it. More often, my taking more than the recommended amount is not a premeditated event. It’s more like… it’s midnight and I’m being productive yet starting to get tired.